I’ve been spending all my time just thinking ’bout you
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m falling for you
Haha heard this song in Bata just now. And that horrible taylor swift song Love Story -.-
I wonder if it’s possible, or even common, that two people meet, become friends, love the friendship, are excited about the friendship, talk every day, talk talk talk talk talk, make fun of each other, laugh about stuff, make up nonsense, share new experiences, discuss common interests enthusiastically, discuss uncommon interests too, get angry about the same things, get annoyed at the same things, complain and rant to each other, seek advice from each other, give advice to each other, share personal problems with each other, encourage each other, become really close friends, become best friends, enjoy.
And I’ve been invited to millions of Facebook groups… and realised that the silly “who initiates the conversation first” thing didn’t matter at all, or the “You replied ‘lol’ or ‘k’ to my sms? This conversation is over!” issue was never a problem either ‘coz it wasn’t ever awkward and we weren’t afraid to just blabber away. I’m sure I wasn’t misunderstanding anything ‘coz it was real.
Then slowly but surely, there’s nothing left to talk about; we’re tired of each other… Except that I’m not. We find more exciting friends. But I didn’t.
I just realised I did the exact same thing to another person, because I slowly began to dislike and receive enlightenment that that person was really horrifying. So technically I’ve got no reason to be upset about this? It’s the same thing lah.
Eh I really need to concentrate on my studies, gosh! It’s midyears in like 2 weeks. ARRRRRRRGHHH!
I remember being told I get too stressed about things. But that was told to me so long ago. I even miss all the criticism, at least it was words, sigh.
My nephew is really cute, but more importantly, HE’S MY NEPHEW
Ooh, I feel a shiver of excitement whenever I get to utter the phrase “My nephew” so proudly to those who don’t have nephews. HAHAHAHA.